My guts, they are spilled…

It hasn’t been an easy month for me.

Thor has been sick with one thing after another and it’s really beginning to wear me out.  First his cat allergy, then tonsillitis, then his allergy to the cold virus….now his GERD which was promptly followed by horrible constipation (thanks to the GERD medication).

So today I took him to see the doctor for the ten billionth time this month.  And now I have a laxative to give to him twice a day in hopes he can start pooping and stop crying from the pain of being plugged up.

And then there is my husband, who is depressed.  He’s having trouble dealing with his ex having his daughter, and I’m sure there is lots more going on but he refuses to talk about it.  I finally convinced him to see the doctor next week and ask for something to help stabilize his mood.  Because I honestly don’t know how much longer I can take him being rude and even sometimes downright mean to me. I love him dearly, but my sanity is quickly going out the window.

I miss seeing our friends.  With Thor being so sick it’s been impossible to see anyone.  Some of our friends have cats, so we can’t go to the weekly game night anymore (something I used to look forward to very much).  Two of our “couple” friends are pregnant and for some reason I feel excluded.  Which is crazy, because I’m certainly not ready to be pregnant again (the thought of 2 under 2 scared the crap out of me!).

Add to that the fact that I feel like the invisible woman who is just here to do the laundry, keep the house clean, cook, and raise the children.  I hardly feel “noticed” anymore….which is sad.

The good news is that I’ve been eating better, and lost 10lbs in the last few weeks.