Totally Oblivious

I can’t believe it. I just looked at my chart. And you know what? I haven’t obsessed over my chart for TWO WEEKS. Two weeks people. That has to be a new World Record. I’m not kidding either… I was shocked to discover that I’m on CD14. When did that happen!!?? I gotta tell you, it feels good to not think about that stuff. Time flies much faster when you’re not obsessing.

I’m thankful, though, that I clued in now rather than later. Now I must get serious and BD like a crazy bunny (hmmm…that doesn’t paint a very pleasant picture, does it?).

[edit: for those of you wondering, I'm not concerned about missing O this month, because I don't ever O until at LEAST CD18]

Tonight after work I’ll stop by the store and pick up some OPKs. Yes, that sounds like a plan.

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In other news… I feel like a really crappy friend. I told some friends that I would call yesterday to RSVP to their daughter’s birthday party (yesterday afternoon)….and I completely forgot. I am such. a. dummy. I wonder…if I buy her a pony, will they forgive me or hate me?

And it’s not just them. I also forgot to phone another friend of mine who had really wanted to hang out and talk (she’s going through a divorce). I said I would phone…and I didn’t. What the hell is wrong with me??!! It’s not as though I’m trying to piss off my friends, truly I’m not. I’ve just been… I don’t know. I’ve had a head full of (in)fertility thoughts (what to do next, when to stop trying, etc…) that everything else has just been pushed to the wayside.

And I know that’s a really shitty thing to do. I need to snap out of my funk and be there for my friends.

….so there we have it, folks. That’s my February resolution…be a better friend.