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2007 November 8
This morning my temp dropped by .4 — but my OPK was neg and my CBEFM is still only reading High. So… hmmm.
On a happy note, I received my extra supply of Pre-Seed as well as my tube of Natural Progesterone Cream last night in the mail. Wooot!
I’ve begun feeling like a crazy person with all the meds, creams, and potions that I pump into/onto my body. 2 years ago, when I began this journey, I never would have dreamed that it would be this hard to have a baby. It’s getting ridiculous.
There, there, sweet honey. I know what you mean. And it sucks out loud.
I’m curious if you have a plan. Have you set a limit as to how far you will go? Drugs but not invasives? IUI but not IVF? Or IVF till out of $? or so many more cycles?
When I got to a place where I asked “why is this so hard?” and “will this ever end?” I set a limit as to where I was going to pull the plug, and when, and then made a plan for what my life would look like after that.
It really helped to think of something other than “why is my body treating me so?”