turns out i’m not a woman afterall…

My OBGYN finally got back to me. Here’s what he had to say:

• My progesterone level on CD23 was 7.9 – which is not high enough to indicate that I ovulated.
• He want to increase this cycle’s Clomid to 100mg/day.
• He is hesitant to go “too far” with the Clomid because DH’s count was only 3.3 million (it should be greater than 20 million)
• DH has to re-do his SA in November.
• He phoned in my prescription for the 100mg Clomid to the pharmacy I deal with.

So… I am depressed.  I spend 30 min. crying in my van after I spoke to him (*luckily* I was on my lunch break). 

To try and cheer myself up – because I KNOW that AF is going to show herself this weekend – I went to Wal-mart to buy a Wii.  I was told they would have more today.  The fuckers wonderful sales people lied to me.  No Wii for Mii (sorry, I had to).  What the hell am I supposed to do this weekend now?

I think I’ll be spending the weekend on the couch… with a blanket…and my new big screen TV.

….and if I have to talk to one more PG person about how fucking darn happy they are….I’m going to scream.