ALL HOPE IS LOST
2007 October 26
My temp dropped by .4 today. Looks like the old hag will be coming afterall.
I hate my life.
I’ll be calling my OBGYN to find out the results of my progesterone test this morning…. I’ll be so pissed if he says that they are low…again.
I am beginning to lose all hope. For me, 2 years is too long. It’s getting ridiculous. Is it so much to ask….to have children?? I guess for me it is.
I’m not trying to have a pity party. Really I’m not. It’s just that I’m frustrated. And I’m not excited about the next cycle. At all.
We’re now starting to talk of IUI, donors, and all that jazz.
Hi! I found your blog a couple of months ago, and I thoroughly enjoy reading it. Just wanted to drop a line and say I’m sorry about your current cycle. My DH and I have been TTC for almost 2 years as well, and I understand the frustration and sadness. I hope that you will get your BFP very, very soon……..take care
Laura – I’m glad to hear you like my blog! And I’m sorry to hear that you and your DH have also been at this for 2 years. If you don’t mind me asking…what kind of treatments have you used? Cheers…
So sorry about this cycle. I know it is hard and so frustrating. Some days you just feel like you can’t possibly take a notehr step forward on this journey. After seven years in, we are numb and still (ridiculously) hoping that this cycle will work. Sigh…I feel your frustration.
Erin,
I just found your blog after you made a comment on mine. My husband and I have been trying for just over a year now, so I can only imagine what it must feel like after 2 years. It’s very consuming and emotionally draining, to say the least. Some days it’s harder than others, so I know your frustration. I hope the best for you.