3dpo….or maybe not?
Despite the fact that my Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitor said that I ovulated….my BBT continues to say that I didn’t. It keeps going lower. And lower. And…well you get my point.
Little Miss Pessimistic (or LMP) is beginning to take over and I no longer see the light at the end of my dark tunnel. I had honestly thought this cycle would be it for me. That in 9 days from today I would get up, POAS, and run into the bedroom to wake up DH with the good news that finally….FINALLY we were going to have a baby.
But….no. It looks like it won’t be happening this month.
I honestly don’t know how much longer I can possibly put myself through the testing & the drugs. I’m physically and mentally exhausted with the whole process.
Maybe it’s time to start thinking more seriously about adoption…
oooh… or maybe it’s a really really early triphasic pattern??
yeah…I can dream, can’t I??